8/17/2006
TO QUIT OR NORT TO QUIT SCH?!
[[14``o4pm]][[DEADLYthursday]][[17``o8``o6]][[ 3rd neber g0 schh.]]directly 2 mths t0 maii bdae. h0w m i g0nna celebrate? haiishh, perharps, jushh let it pass like any 0ther daes, let maii tears fl0ws.3 daes neber g0 schh lerhhs. im still struggliingg. i hate sch, teachers, classmates, schmates. all hyp0crites. i really rather t0 repeat denn c0ntinue iin tiishh damn schh. 3 daes, s0 many thiinggs happenedd but i cant tell themm 0ut. im s0 tiiredd, stressed up but still s0 c0nfusedd. i lurbe starddiies, learnn new thiinggs but i jushh hates maii schh. bias, backstabbing, hyp0crites, liars all exiistedd.t0dae, d0nn n0e whiichh idi0t called g0rhh g0rhh. = =. i w0nder whiichh idi0tic teacher wuldd call, whiichh hyp0crite tiishh time? if i wuldd t0 leave, i guess, every0ne wuldd be happiier iin tat class.im gettiingg crazy so0nn. ytd nite, t0ts 0f prepariingg suicidal letters t0 all kept 0n appear in maii miindd. mayb lata i shldd really prepare in case if suchh thiinggs happenedd.5 daes 0f acc0mpany. i guess, i wealli fell ferhh hiimm. i wealli wanns hiimm t0 n0e but im s0 afraiidd tat he wuldd change darhh way he treats miie. every huggs tat he gave miie, has a veryy speciial feeliingg tat even Alex culddn giibb. tat darhh fiirshh tiime i felt s0 secured inside s0me0ne's armms. whenn hiishh bwaii maii siide, ii felt s0 pr0tectedd, s0 safe tat i d0nn even felt like cryiingg. i w0nder wh0 iishh iin hiishh hart n0w, h0w i h0pedd tat iits miie, jushh a lil bit iishh enuff.reflectii0nn 0f darhh dae; t0 quit schh iishh a silly idea tat wuldd st0p maii learniingg, n0rt t0 quit schh iishh a stupiidd idea tat wuldd c0ntinues maii sufferiinggs. whiichh 0ne shldd ii cho0se?[[14``17pm]]
XiaOxGuA /
8/17/2006 02:17:00 PM
i l0ckedd maii hartt__/]
# t0 prevent ppl t0 steal it frmm euu.
c0sh 0bvii0uslyy im addiictedd t0 euu.
