5/25/2006
babyMILKb0ttle' t0gether fereva; a d0ubtful pw0miishh, a beautiful lie.
[[15``44pm]][[ it's rainiingg 0utside. jushh like maii hart. ]][[ saddeniingg thursday. ]][[ 25``o5``o6 ]]iim sadd n0w. serii0usly. its w0rse till ii culdd cry n0w.haiishh.ytdd, went t0 meet dar ferhh fiirshh tiime. he aiinn tat tall. he went there wiibb fwenns. ii went there al0ne.meet at 15``o0pm. ii was late. he was evenn later. =.=.teck li g0rhh n 0ne m0re guy came al0ngg. tat guy endedd up bec0miingg maii papa. =.=d0 ii wealli lo0k tat different frmm maii piics? d0 maii lo0ks weallii b0thers tat muchh? ii hardly b0ther b0ut hiishh appearance whenn we met.haiishh, alm0st brkk up. burddenn, d0nn habb. shldd ii weallii be harppiie b0ut it?createdd darhh bl0g n email tat dar wantedd miie t0 create ferhh darhh b0thh 0f us. ytdd.haiishh.ytdd was s0 suayy.went t0 swimmiingg whenn jie jie reachedd h0me. ii was lucky denn. if n0rt, ii wunn be able t0 be sittiingg d0wnn here n p0stiingg. why?; ii alm0st dr0wnedd in darhh deep po0l.=.= why shldd ii wriite it here? dumbass miie. wh0 wuldd care s0 muchh b0ut miie ehhs?tats all.nthh muchh.erhhs yarhhs,was sadd frmm ytdd. after he returnedd h0me n ardd 9++pm, ii msgedd hiimm. he diinn b0theredd t0 reply. perharps he was busy n diinn saw tat msgg. 0rhh mayb he purp0sely av0iidedd it. ii weallii habb n0 idea.th0u ii saw hiishh teshti whiichh c0nsist 0f darhh ans. burddenn, ii guess, he wuldd still ch0se t0 leave miie 0ne dae. perharps we r wealli n0rt meant t0 be. we were jushh a passerby.babyMILKb0ttle' 's reflectii0ns 0f darhh dae; t0gether fereva; a d0ubtful pw0miishh, a beautiful lie. h0w l0ngg wuldd tat fereva be away frmm us? wuldd he weallii wann miie t0 be wiibb hiimm t0gether as wadd he wr0te iin hiishh pw0file? d0 we weallii w0rth eachh 0ther's lurbe? ii weallii w0nders al0t 0n miie n hiimm.[[15``56pm]]
XiaOxGuA /
5/25/2006 03:56:00 PM
i l0ckedd maii hartt__/]
# t0 prevent ppl t0 steal it frmm euu.
c0sh 0bvii0uslyy im addiictedd t0 euu.
